Been eating non stop these few days...

Went to Syed's house for lunch on Monday... A very smart Faizal assume lunch is 12.00 p.m. and somehow we cudn't reach Syed when we were downstairs of his house. Turned out he's not yet awake and we woke him up and pitiful him had to prepare lunch for us once he woke up :P

The front door of Syed's house...Somehow Fai looks like he's in jail...

Taking photos will waiting for Syed to wake up

Group photo

Tuesday night had a gathering in Riza's and Jon's house. Supposingly to celebrate Agnes's bday as well..but she went to Wilson Prom so we celebrated without her... Great food! Thanks Riza and Jon :P

The picture Riza complained he's too short

The birthday cake!

Wednesday had cake at Badriah's! No pictures snapped but the cake was great!

Went to gym twice alr this week....but seems like a bit pointless with all these food rite...

And back to assignments now:(

The spring break has officially started alr and even before that my holiday mood was alr up:P After Wednesday's shopping spree at Chadstone, I planned not to buy anything at the Armani sales yesterday... But, well, it is easier said than done cos I ended up buying another pair of jeans... :(

Must really save up or pasti financial crisis liao...

On the brighter side, we celebrated agnes's bday ystdy. Baked the cake on Saturday at Chuah's house and Chin suddenly had the urge to try on my heels....

Well, he looks kinda hot, doesn't he? :P

The cakes turned out okay i guess... although it didn't look very good..

This one looks like a Christmas cake....

This one looks like an oversized cupcake...

I guess Agnes's anticipated the party, so she wasn't too surprised :s

Had a Raya lunch at Syed's tdy.. He was sleeping when we arrived :P The food was great anyways!

OMG my spending and weight! REDUCE REDUCE REDUCE!!!!!!

Went for the Chadstone VIP shopping day yesterday with Ze Ying, Agnes and Yu Jie. Din plan to buy anythin cos from the brochure the shopping day looks super exclusive (with like some VOGUE fashion show and stuff...macam discount damn a lot alr still damn expensive tat kind la).. but in the end managed to get two pair of heels and a pair of skinny jeans

Took the free shuttle to Chadstone and nearly missed it cos the stupid uncle bluffed us about the place to wait for the shuttle... Luckily managed to get on it b4 it left :P

First shop we stopped at was KRISPY KREME! They were having a promo.. buy 1 dozen get half a dozen of glazed donuts free! each of us ate like 4 donuts!

The picture not so nice cos everyone took the chocolate flavors one... so no color variation lor :P

Forever the attention seeker!

Girls are always girls when it comes to shopping!

My gladiatorssss.... Been wanting to get a heeled one since like forever! There are five inches fyi :P

Next on the list: caged heels!

It was Jolene's bday yesterday and we decided to celebrate her birthday by baking two cakes for her... Dozens of pictures were snapped but due to some reasons, they won't be uploaded to Facebook till like next next week?

At 10.30 a.m., we were at ZY's trying to bake the cakes. One was a cheesecake and the other tiramisu. The cheesecake was kinda eventful... First, we got the wrong chocolate chip cookies for the crust and it was all lembik when we baked it. Then, we got the correct biscuits but then terbakar in the process:P

So sad!

So, we went back to the old crust which fortunately hardened alr after all those drama :)

The tiramisu wasn't so eventful luckily. It was my first ever time making a cake! Luckily it turned out okay...maybe the lack of brandy and the too soaky sponge fingers weren't too goof, but well....

Hidden mickey!

The eggs white had to be beaten till can put upside down but won't topple! Mind u, they r hand beaten cos Chin's mixer got some problem :P

The final product!

Had to reward ourselves with some hot chocolate! Bcos whipped cream got leftover~~

My mocha:

Aggie's hot chocolate:

Din wan to put Pei Yee's hot choc one picture cos she insisted on a bit of whipped cream nia..so the photo not nice....

The actual celebration was also kinda eventful with lots of last minutes changes but luckily everythin turned out okayy...

A normal group photo:

A not so normal group photo:

The poserssss:

The love at first sight!

And THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE NIGHT!

Siti Nur Chin :P

或许放手才是最大的宽容。。。

幸福是一种感觉，而不是你拥有什么。。。

偶尔，一句话，一个举动，能改变人的一生。。。

你相信吗？

无言无语也可以有着深厚的意义。。。

你又领悟到了吗？

Damn. Today damn suei (unlucky).. Broke my nails whilst washing the wok.. Stupid bihun!

Besides it looking absolutely horrendous, it is VERY VERY painful also!! Stupid la how come non-stick wok all stick one? Sue them for no merchantable quality arr...

Went to gym today. Din go for 2 weeks alr. Walau feel like dying eh cycling for that 1 hour. How did I do tat every week eh? Jeez y can't I be damn thin no nid worry bout the weight arr???

Forgot to met ion the sucky internet tim... Only can download during peak hours one. No wonder my peak quota finishing, off peak still got half la! Tipu orang punya :(

I'm making a vow:

STOP DRINKING FOR THREE MONTHS!!!!!!

I got drunk for the first time in my life yesterday. Well, at least i still know what was happening but well, that's about it.

It felt bad. The vommiting, the hangover. It sucks. I feel so sorry to Gordon and Kien Loon.

Shit wei. I'm gonna stick to my vow. Trust me. I will...

Skipped 4 hours of lecture this week. Broke my own record :P

Super tired bcos of the Festival of nations. carried like 100kg worth of stuff. Amazed at my own strength :P

Had a small celebration tonite. Well, small in the sense that only half of those involved actually came...

Had dinner at Papa Gino on Lygon Street. Honestly speaking, food wasn't good. Marinara pizza too salty. Mushroom pizza still acceptable. Fettuccine not nice :( Food portion little. Definitely not worth to go....

Had dessert at San Churros. By that time, another half of us were gone. Only like 5 people left liao.

Mine was chocolate milkshake, choc-vanila flavour. Was kinda nice, except i damn jelak liao from the pasta earlier on.

Both Ze Ying and Faizal had iced chocolate. Sorry cudn't resist faizal with his bitchy look.

Amirah's one was white chocolate. A bit too sweet to my liking :P

Rahman's one was somethin somethin,,can't rmbr the name. Was some hot chocolate that tasted like hazelnut....

Lately been gettin emo easily. I wonder y :S

Well, emo posts in Chinese. Normal posts in English. I guess this is normal :P

Looking back, I actually think it's laughable. About how pathetic I was today.

My dead umbrella. It looks pathetic. Like me today. and yesterday. It's just not a good time :(

或许从现在起，我会改用中文来写这部落格， 总觉得中文比较能表达自己的想法。反正也没什么人读吗，写什么，用什么语言，只不过是宣泄自己的压抑罢了。。。

大家都说一个拥抱胜过千言万语，但是藏在拥抱后的又是什么呢？是灵魂与灵魂间的真诚祝福？还是人类不怀好意的 欲望？人真的像柏拉图所说的那样吗？是个锁着善良灵魂的固体？还是根本就是个欲望的兽呢？人性有可能是善良的吗？还是那些伪善的背后只有丑陋与心机？

最近心情不是很好，学业，友情还有一些有的没的东西，让我怀疑自己，怀疑别人，甚至怀疑这世界。。 。

开始累了，开始不想再想，不想再听，也不要再看。。。 这是人生必经的路程吗？

若人是善良的，那么多的伪装式为什么呢？若人与人之间真时坦然相对的话，就不会有那么多的谎言。。。

或许我们都只是禁困着心头的那个兽罢了。 压抑着那它。到那一天，我们都会变成沉醉在欲望与谎言里的恶魔。。。

你愿意陪我堕落吗？

我曾经以为我很习惯独处，习惯一个人的生活。

但不知道为何，突然有种莫名的孤寂，好像被无边无际的寂寞淹没了。。。

就算我用力的呐喊，放声的大叫，回应我的也只有自己。。 。

人类是群体动物，这是真的吗？

又会有谁来告诉我呢？

As some of you might have already known, my laptop gave up on me a few days ago..It just refused to turn on at all and no matter what I do, it just won't on.. It is damn fustrating because I am now laptopless and have to spend everyday in the library to escape the evil clutches of boringness and joblessness...

And to make matter worse, exams are coming and as all my notes are stored in my laptop, i have to make the extra effort to walk damn far to the library to use the laptop and study..Sienzzz

And I am developing this periodic headache every afternoon..which is super annoying because I am trying to study during that time... I tot it's because I didn't hyave enough sleep but even a twelve hour sleep last night didn't cure the stupid headache..

Moreover, I PUT ON WEIGHT!!

I vow to lose weight after exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Back to studying economics :(

What difference am I from the others? If there is none, why treat me differently? Give me an answer and I will be contented....

Why must you make my life so miserable? Give me an explaination and I will not complain...

Maybe it is my fault? Or is it not?

Emo~ing :P

I knoe this post is WAYYYYYYY too late...I haven't been updating for i think at least two months..and I had the urge to close this blog down..but suddenly this morning I had the sudden urge to write somethin...so here comes the long overdue post.. As a matter of fact I dun knoe what to write about..maybe just some updates on my life in Melbourne... not very happening actually..as expected.. lectures are super boring..assignments are super a lot...all those usual stuffs... Didn't do much here actually...so no point elaborating much on them..will just post a few pics on...which I'm sure you have seen most of them in Facebook :)

This was at the airport..We were force to wear blazers..so that explains why we all look like clowns :(

Where I stay...

Tram...very self-explanatory picture, I believe :P

First house warming at Zahra's..crammed 20+ people in a small room :)

In front of the state library...can never understand how the Aussies stand the blazing sun and sun bathe under it..won't do it for one hundred bucks :P

This was hilarious because it was a housewarming party that was in a fren's house that was damn near mine... Look stupidly funny wearing so formal to such a NEAR place...

Poker night and Chuah's b'day... More like drinking night... And Aggie's addcited :P

Night market selling satays.. Dun ask :S


Brighton Beach..I think.. I think they are flamingos if I'm not mistaken..:P



And this is St. Kilda's.. It's a very big accomplishment for me as I usually dun go beaches and I have been to two in two months...

This is a spontaneous post..Dun expect updates too soon :P

p.s : Did I tell you? I dun sleep at ten anymore :)